Besides the inexplicable and inexpressible sublime beauty and serenity of the "The Great White Light"
and observing my physical body from above and beyond ...

While alone I felt my face tenderly caressed and "a voice." Experienced golden "flakes" sparkling downward from the
heavens when in a high level of harmony and unity with others. With great majesty an exquisite luminous multi-colored jewel-like robe placed about me at time of feeling intense inadequacy. For hours occasion a oneness and flow with all things and incredible bliss ...Such experiences and others initiated in a normal unaltered state without intent. The spirit assuming a life of its own, of flowing and merging in a blissful yet fully conscious light of transcendence ... its inherent integrity and universal nature rising above the worldly fog: The bonds
and bounds of conventional belief.

Touched by its spirit and flowing within its infinity, there were no qualifications,
only integrity ... only oneness.

I feel humbled & unworthy to speak further of such things, yet cannot deny the inexplicable.

Questions and further Guidance

Why must I go through
"all this (...life's seeming injustices & travails )." ...Why can't you just do it for me ?

"We would very much like to, but if we did you would not have developed your character & wisdom, & therefore, truly be free.
It would be superficially imposed on you. In other words it would not be a part of you, etched in your very soul, which only experience mated with time can bring."

As one drowning in the shallows on the shoals of paradise, you think yourself emptied, with little love or will to give, yet you've always been loved & lover of that within & without, which knows you as it self. Even now it calls you by its name, beckoning ... reminding you, awakening your finer senses & nature while ever guiding you home.

Do not allow your sufferings & hardships
to become in vain & be deprived of the lasting & genuine treasures & value of life. You have worthy qualities & abilities. If you let go, trust & step into the true & larger light, all your talents will be put to use for the greater good in ways which will be lasting & make you far happier than any plans or ambitions you may have previously had.

Each is given their own unique circumstances tailored to bring about essential growth in accordance to the most pressing need given ones level of evolvement. The sooner the integration of harmonious universal principles the sooner the realization of lasting freedom & the fulfillment of life's greater purpose. Essentially all one needs to face, resolve or rise above the travails of life & fulfill its greater purpose can be found within the "higher-self ... or heart". Drawing directly while developing purification of motive distills from the impurities of acculturation & ego "essence" integrating dignity & humility while lending clarity & insight into the mystery of life. Life's purpose is to teach, events observed and experienced reminders and as guidance. One is not responsible for what seem the injustices of the world, only for one's responses favoring that which furthers harmonious relationships amongst all things ... The heart rendering the deepest and most comprehensive understanding.

The gentle way ...
The more one opens and deepens one's apprehension and alignment
with universal laws of cause and manifestation the greater empowerment to evoke
right outcome. As the reasons for disharmony or loss are further evolvement
and purification, so are the means of gain ... for to understand suffering
is to conceive advancement.
The ultimate purpose: Unification.
Present worldly ways and systems cannot last. Inevitably
all things will naturally become as one with those who
relinquish resentment while prioritizing and cultivating compassion,
highest use and all inclusiveness.

All experiences are to turn & guide mankind in more understanding closer to this light, bringing ever-greater freedom & harmony within, to then blossom outward and be shared with all creation.

So take comfort and hold fast while being tempered for only the thinnest of veils & shift of perspective separates you from your hearts desire ... a life of wonder & beauty, a knowledge & being-ness so encompassing so profound as to surpass all previous expectation & experience.

For within your innermost being lie seeds of light waiting to blossom whispering to you, what you thought...were only sweet dreams

Be patient. Try to practice love in all its finer dimensions, and you will still be happy regardless of return and always have and "know love," even as you become ever more a part of it. You don't necessarily need faith, you just need to "love" Love is enough, and the most beautiful, precious and fulfilling of all things in the universe, and worthy of devotion ... just try and be there more often, until your always there. There " is no better place to be. . . . and then all things will be given unto thee ... When one finally lets go of it all, one gets to have it all, a paradox, yet crucial lesson for all.

For there is nothing more satisfying than kindness for its own sake, & giving in wisdom, love & affection, with open mind & heart to ones fellow human beings & creatures. It is only lack of apprehension of this universal truth that keeps humankind individually & as a whole & earth in disharmony, suffering & chaos.

Upon full apprehension, seemingly miraculous transformations can occur personally
& otherwise, an endless summer is discovered within, expanding outward to embrace
all ... & with time the lamb may lay down with the lion, the serpent with the child, even the once considered lowly fowl & sow considered as brethren, then heaven &
earth can enjoin ... & be as One.

Even now, beyond the vale, those who have learned these supreme truths greatest joy is
to increase one another's happiness & harmony along with all things. For they have discovered just as you shall, what were thought as human nature is really human habit ...no longer waiting for something or someone, looking no
further than ones hearts to bring about change.

You are awaited as a parent awaits a wayward child, with smile & tear ... awaiting you to realize & manifest peace & understanding, to become as one with your higher nature. Therefore, patience dear ones, for there is a lesson even in this. As the child grows, the answers will come. All will be revealed in time. For to be good without reason for its own sake is the highest form of being, most unifying and self-purifying, setting an example for others to follow & the best way to learn & teach.

So gaze into your innermost being, plum the depths, stay the course, & look for "lights," for as you relinquish desire & attachment, placing freedom foremost, so it shall be, for as each petal of your heart unfolds, so shall the mysteries of life blossom forth & be revealed, the journey to true riches being in the acquirement of insight and wisdom ... the higher realms accessible to all through purification of motive.

Each doing their part can awaken the inner potential for good & become the noble beings & civilizations that were meant to be. For just as visions can be greater than knowledge & love stronger than death, events are preparing "the way" to a new age of understanding.

Therefore be gentle yet vigilant,
for although darkness approaches ... the best is yet to come.

So take courage & comfort, & be still ... then gaze beyond the abyss ... into the fairest of dreams to what can, & with wisdom gained, will be ... Your Final Destiny."

V i s i o n:

I saw us from the present, we were in what
seemed a foreign land, trying to free ourselves
from our burdens, while seeking refuge from
ignorance and convention.

I then saw us from a future, childlike beneath
nature's beauty renewed. Reawakened to the magic
of our finer senses, no longer a part but a whole.

For we had finally returned to what our hearts had
always known: No logic, No mantra or religion.
Just peace on earth, the garden &
the beauty ... within all.

-bk

A Prayerful Affirmation:

The "Wonderful Light" of Truth ... that which creates the greatest sustainable harmony "shining down" ... permeating all things ... dissolving ignorance & separateness, bringing about an ever expanding perspective of compassionate understanding & universal harmony amongst mankind & all creation.

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